Ndi '90s Kwa Ine

Ndine khanda la m'ma 70s, koma chikhumbo chazaka za m'ma 90 chimakhala mumtima mwanga. Ndikutanthauza, tikukamba za mafashoni, nyimbo, ndi chikhalidwe. Kuyimilira pawailesi yakanema ndi malo owonetsera kanema kunkawoneka kuchokera kumawonetsero monga "Martin," "Living Single," komanso pawindo lalikulu "Boomerang" ndi "Boyz in the Hood." Zinali zonse, koma zaka za m'ma 90 zidawonekeranso m'njira zomwe sindingathe kuziganizira. Mliri wa crack, magulu achifwamba, umphaŵi, ndi tsankho zinali pamaso panga kuposa momwe ine ndikanalingalira.

Ndinalowa m'ma 90s ndili mtsikana wazaka 13 wakuda yemwe anali wokonzeka kupompa chibakera "Nenani mokweza, Ndine Wakuda ndipo ndine wonyada !!!" Kuimba limodzi ndi Public Enemy ya "Fight the Power." Ndinkakhala mdera la Park Hill la Denver, lomwe linali mecca kwa anthu ambiri akuda. Zinali zonyada kuti tafika. Mabanja akuda ogwira ntchito molimbika, mayadi okonzedwa bwino. Mungamve kunyada kumene ambiri a ife tinali nako m’dera lathu. "Park Hill Strong," tinali. Komabe, kupanda chilungamo kunatilamulira monga maunyolo a makolo athu. Ndidawona mabanja akugwa pachisomo chifukwa cha mliri wa crack ndipo anzanga akuzengedwa mlandu wogawa kugulitsa chamba. Zodabwitsa kwambiri popeza tsopano zavomerezedwa mwalamulo kuno ku Colorado ndi mayiko ena ochepa. Mfuti za Lamlungu zilizonse zikamveka, ndipo zinayamba kuwoneka ngati tsiku labwino m'deralo. Akuluakulu achizungu ankalondera, ndipo nthawi zina simunkadziwa kuti maofesala kapena zigawenga ndi ndani? Kwa ine onse anali amodzi.

Mofulumira zaka zoposa 20, akuda akumenyerabe chilungamo, mankhwala atsopano atuluka ndipo abale ndi alongo akadali otsekeredwa m'ndende kuti agawidwe ndikugulitsa chamba omwe adachitapo kale milandu popanda kutha kwa zilango zawo pamalopo. Tsankho tsopano lili ndi kamera, kuwonetsa dziko lapansi zomwe zikuchitika, ndipo Park Hill salinso mecca ya mabanja akuda, koma m'malo mwake ndi nkhope yatsopano ya gentrification.

Komabe ndikadabwerera m'mbuyo, ndikadabwerera kuzaka za m'ma 90; ndipamene ndinapeza mawu anga, pamene ndinapeza kamvedwe kamene dziko linkandizungulira. Chibwenzi changa choyamba, maubwenzi omangidwa kuti azikhala moyo wonse, ndi momwe nthawi zakale zikanandikhazikitsira mkazi yemwe ndili lero. Inde, ndi ma 90s kwa ine.