Kuthamanga ku 50: Gawo 2
Kotero izi zinali, nthawi inali kupita! Ndinali wokonzeka kuyambitsa zomwe zimaoneka ngati zachilengedwe kuti anthu achite. Ndikutanthauza kuti, ana amachita tsiku lonse tsiku lililonse, ndipo akufuula ndi kumwetulira kuchokera khutu kuti amve nthawi yonse. Ine ndikanati ndikhale wothamanga! Mwamwayi, ana ndi a zaka za 46 a zaka zambiri amasiyana kusiyana ndi momwe mungaganizire. Nditatha pafupifupi mphindi ziwiri ndinali wokonzeka kutuluka. Masomphenya anga anali ochepa, mtima wanga ukulira, ndipo ubongo wanga unali kuyankhulana nthawi zonse ndi gawo lirilonse la thupi langa. Kuwuza kuti "Imani!" Ndi kufunsa kuti, "Kodi tikuchita chiyani?" Ndi "Kodi chinachake chimatithamangitsa?" Mwamwayi, njira yoyamba yophunzitsira ntchito ndikuthamanga kwazing'ono, kenako ndikuyenda, ndikuthamanganso, ndikuyenda kachiwiri, ndi zina zotero, kufikira mutachita maminiti anu oyambirira a 30. Sindikunena kuti zinali zophweka, koma zinali njira yabwino yondichepetsera kuchita chizoloŵezi, kuti thupi langa lizichita chinachake chomwe sichinali chomwechowakhala mpaka, ndi zoposa chirichonse, kuti andichotseni ine pa kama. Masabata angapo oyambirira
anali olimba. Ndinali wopweteka kwambiri, ndinalibe mphamvu zamapapo kapena mtima wamtima, ndipo ndinali wotsika kwambiri. Komabe, ine ndinayamba mwamsanga kuyang'ana kusintha ndikukhala ndi lingaliro la kukwaniritsa nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimatha kuthamanga mofulumira kapena kupita pang'ono pokha, ndipo izo zinandipangitsa ine kupita.
Pambuyo pa miyezi ingapo ndinapeza phindu losayembekezereka likuchitika. Pamene ndimathamanga, ndimatha kudzimva ndikupita kumalo osinkhasinkhae. Sindinali wokondweretsedwa ndi chizolowezi chosinkhasinkha - mukudziwa, khalani chete, tsekani maso anu ndikuganiza za mtsinje m'nkhalango pafupi ndi kanyumba kakang'ono - koma china chokhudza kulira kwa nsapato zanga mobwerezabwereza, mphepo yozizira yam'mawa, komanso mbalame zikulira, zonse zidandithandiza kupumula ndikuthana ndi nkhawa. Zinali zabwino! Ndinali nditayamba kuthamanga kuti ndithandizire kukhala ndi thanzi labwino, koma pochita izi ndimathandizanso nkhawa zanga. Pakadali pano ndimadziwa kuti kuyambira kuthamanga zinali zosankha zanga zabwino kwambiri za 10 nthawi zonse!
Kotero, ndi momwe izo zinayendera. Ndinapitiriza kukonzekera, ndipo patangopita miyezi ingapo ndinalowa ndikuthamanga 5K yanga yoyamba. Izo sizinali zochitika mofulumira, ndipo sindinainale chovala cha nsapato, koma ndinachichita. Ndinafikira cholinga chomwe chinkawoneka chosatheka miyezi ingapo m'mbuyomo. Ndinatsatira mtundu umenewu ndi 5K zina zambiri, ndi 10K ena osakaniza. Patangotha chaka chimodzi ndinaganiza, "Bwanji osayendetsa mtunda wa 10 mtunda?" Mpaka nditatha kuthamanga mpikisanowu. Zaka ziwiri, ndipo zikwi zoposa makilomita zikwi zikwi zitangoyamba, ndinaphunzira, ndikuchita marathon a hafu. Ndinali wathanzi kuposa momwe ndinkamverera nthawi yaitali, ndikupeza mudzi kukhala gawo la. Ndimathamanga, ndipo sindingathe kuziganizira. Tsopano ndi chinachake chimene ndikufunika kuchita kuti ndikumverera ngati ndakhala ndi tsiku lodzala, lopindulitsa kapena sabata. Ndikuwona anthu ochuluka omwe akuthamanga omwe ali okalamba kuposa ine, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti inenso ndikuthamanga ku 60, 70 ndi ...
Ngati mukuganiza zokhudzana ndi chizoloŵezi chatsopano kapena masewera, ndikukulimbikitsani kuti muchite zomwe mukufunika kuti mutengepo. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndinatero.