Kusintha Ntchito Yatsopano Pamene Mukugwira Ntchito Kutali
Masiku oyambirira mu ofesi yatsopano nthawi zonse amakhala ovuta. Nthawi zambiri, ndimadzuka ndisanadziwe kuti ndigona tulo, ndikafika mochedwa, ndi- poyamba kundiona mochititsa mantha. Ndimathera nthawi yochulukirapo ndikusankha zovala zanga ndikukonza tsitsi langa, ndikuyembekeza kuti ndidzawoneka waluso kwambiri. Kenako, ndimatuluka m'nyumbamo mofulumira, pokhapokha ngati magalimoto ali oipa tsiku limenelo. Ndikafika kumeneko kumakhala chisangalalo chochuluka, kulemba mapepala, anthu atsopano, ndi zatsopano.
Nditayamba ntchito yanga ku Colorado Access mu June 2022, sizinali choncho. Aka kanali nthawi yanga yoyamba kuyamba malo atsopano ndili kutali. Izi zikutanthauza kuti kunalibe nkhawa zapaulendo, kulibe zowawa za zovala, komanso kukambitsirana kuti ndikudziweni mozungulira ma cubicle akuofesi kapena m'zipinda zopumira. Aka kanali mawu anga oyamba ku dziko latsopano la ntchito ya muofesi.
Mliriwu utatseka maofesi kutali kwambiri mchaka cha 2020, ndinali m'modzi mwa oyamba pantchito yanga kusamutsidwa kukagwira ntchito kwakanthawi kochepa. Pa nthawiyo ndinkagwira ntchito yofalitsa nkhani ndipo ndinali ndisanalotepo kuti ndidzagwirako ntchito kunyumba chifukwa cha ntchitoyo. Kodi tingatani kuti tipeze nkhani zapa TV kunyumba kwathu? Sipakanakhala malo owongolera, palibe njira yolankhulirana mwachangu za nkhani zomwe zangochitika kumene, komanso palibe njira yolumikizira makanema apanyumba. Panali nkhani za momwe yankho lakanthawili lidzasinthira chilichonse, kwamuyaya. Kodi, tsopano popeza tonse tinakhazikitsidwa kuti tizigwira ntchito kunyumba kwathu, tingabwererenso kukagwira ntchito muofesi 100% ya nthawiyo? Koma masika a 2021 atangozungulira, tidabwezeredwa ku madesiki athu pasiteshoni ndipo mwayi wogwira ntchito kutali kunalibenso. Ndinasangalala kuona antchito anzanga amene ndinawadziŵa kwa zaka pafupifupi zisanu; Ndinawasowa chaka chathachi. Koma ndinayamba kulakalaka nthawi yotayika yomwe tsopano ndimakhala ndikudzuka m'mawa kuti ndikonzekere ndikukhala m'galimoto pa I-25. Zedi, mliri usanachitike, ndidatenga nthawi yochulukirapo yopita ndikukonzekera monga momwe ndapatsidwa. Sindinaganizepo kuti pali njira ina iliyonse. Koma tsopano, ndinalota za maola amenewo ndi momwe anagwiritsidwira ntchito mu 2020. Nthawi imeneyo inali yoyenda galu wanga, kuponya zovala zambiri, kapena kugona pang'ono.
Kotero, nditamva kuti udindo wanga ku Colorado Access ukanakhala wakutali kwambiri, malingaliro anga oyambirira anali okondwa! Maola a moyo wanga aja m’maŵa ndi madzulo amene ndinathera poyenda, tsopano anali anganso! Koma kenako mafunso ambiri anandilowa m’mutu mwanga. Kodi ndidzatha kugwirira ntchito limodzi ndi anzanga akuntchito mofananamo ngati sindimawaona tsiku lililonse ndipo sindimathera nthawi yopimirika nawo pamasom'pamaso? Kodi ndiyamba kupenga? Kodi ndizitha kuyang'anitsitsa mosavuta kunyumba?
Tsiku langa loyamba la ntchito linafika ndipo, zowona, silinali tsiku lanu loyamba lachikhalidwe. Zinayamba ndi foni yochokera ku IT. Ndinakhala pansi pachipinda changa chaofesi ndi laputopu yanga yakuntchito chifukwa ndinali ndisanakhazikitse malo anga atsopano ogwirira ntchito. Kenako masana anga adakhala pamisonkhano yeniyeni ya Microsoft Teams ndikukhala ndekha mnyumba mwanga ndikuwonera mbali zosiyanasiyana za laputopu yanga, ndisanapite ku maphunziro atsopano obwereketsa.
Poyamba, zinali zodabwitsa pang'ono. Ndinadzimva kulumikizidwa pang'ono. Koma ndinadabwa kupeza kuti m’milungu yochepa chabe, ndinamva ngati ndikuyamba kupanga ubale wapantchito, kupeza njira yanga, ndi kudzimva ngati mbali ya gululo. Ndinazindikira kuti, m'njira zina, ndimatha kuyang'ana kwambiri kunyumba, chifukwa ndimakonda kukhala munthu amene amacheza ndi anthu muofesi ngati wina akugwira ntchito pafupi ndi ine tsiku lonse. Ndinapezanso nthawi yomwe ndinataya ndipo ndinamva kuti ndili panyumba. Ndinalandira ntchito yatsopano yapakhomo, ndipo ndinaikonda. Zoonadi, kuyanjana kwanga ndi antchito anzanga atsopano kunali kosiyana pang'ono, koma kunali kowona komanso kwatanthauzo. Ndipo kufikira munthu ndi funso sinali ntchito yovuta.
Kukonzekera kwanga kwatsopano kwa ntchito ndi mpira wosiyana. Banja langa lilipo mondizungulira ndipo galu wanga amalumphira pamiyendo yanga kupita kumisonkhano. Koma ndikusangalala ndi moyo watsopanowu ndipo ndikuona kuti si wosiyana kwambiri ndi mmene ndinkaganizira. Nditha kuchezabe ndi anzanga akuntchito ndi kuchita nthabwala, ndimathabe kukhala nawo pamisonkhano yabwino, ndimathabe kugwirizana ndi ena pakafunika kutero, ndipo ndimamvabe ngati gawo la chinthu chachikulu kuposa ine. Kotero, pamene chilimwe chikuyandikira ndikulemba mu mpweya wabwino wa khonde langa lakumbuyo, ndimatha kusonyeza kuti kusintha sikunali kovuta kwambiri, ndipo mantha omwe ndinali nawo tsopano atha. Ndipo ndikuthokoza chifukwa cha njira yatsopanoyi yogwirira ntchito.