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Miganhu Yakanaka: Zvandakadzidza Kubva Mukushanda Nevana Vechikoro NeAutism

Aive makore gumi apfuura pandakatanga kubvuma chinzvimbo changu semudzidzi wepachikoro mukirasi yechikoro cheCherry Creek. Ndaiziva kuti ndaida kushanda nevana, kunyanya vaya vari pasi pemakore mashanu. Iyi kirasi yaifanirwa kuve yakakosha kwandiri, yaive kirasi yekireshi yevana vezera repakati pemakore maviri kusvika mashanu vakaonekwa vaine autism kana maitiro ekudzidza senge autism.

Ndakanga ndichangosiya nzvimbo yebasa yakanga ine muchetura waungafungidzira. Kushungurudzwa kwakakwenenzverwa kuita sekuyemurwa uye rudo ndizvo zvandanga ndaziva kwemakore ndisati ndatora basa rangu separa muna 2012. Ndakanga ndisingazivi kuti ndaifamba-famba nePTSD isingaenzaniswi, uye ndakanga ndisingazivi kuti ndozvichengeta sei. pachangu nenzira ine hutano. Ndainzwisisa kuti ndakaita zvekugadzira uye zvekutamba uye ndaida chaizvo kushanda nevana.

Pandakatarisa-tarisa kirasi yangu itsva pazuva rekutanga, ndaigona kuona kuti kuputika kwemavara ekutanga kwaiwanzobata nzvimbo yechikoro kwakadzimwa nemarata epurasitiki akaiswa pamasherufu emapuranga. Pakanga pasina mapepa akarembera kumadziro, uye ose kunze kwekapeti yeraundi imwe chete nechepakati pekamuri yacho aigona kuwanwa pauriri. Ndakasangana nechikamu chedu chekutanga chevana, moyo ina diki dzaive dzisiri dzekutaura. Vana ava, kunyange zvazvo vaisakwanisa kutaura sezvandakanga ndajaira, vakanga vakazadzwa nezvishuvo nezvido. Ndakaona kuti kirasi yakagadzirirwa kutamba kwakanyarara uye nemaune yaive nzira yekuti vana ava vasanyanyokurirwa nenharaunda dzavo. Kuwedzeredza kunogona kutungamira mukunyungudika, kune imwe pfungwa yenyika ichibva paaxis yayo uye kusazove yakarurama zvakare. Zvandakatanga kuziva, sezvo mazuva aichinja kuva mavhiki, mavhiki achichinja kuva makore, ndaishuva zvikuru nzvimbo yakarongeka, yakanyarara kuti ivepo mandiri.

Ndakambonzwa "akaberekwa kubva mumhirizhonga, anonzwisisa mhirizhonga chete.” Izvi zvaive zvechokwadi kwandiri panguva yehupenyu hwangu pandakashanda separa. Ndakanga ndiri mudiki, ndichinetsekana nekuguma kunonetsa kwewanano yevabereki vangu, uye hupenyu husina kujeka uye hunokuvadza nezvandaiedza kuita basa rangu rekare. Hukama hwangu nemukomana wangu hwakaramba huchienderera mberi nenyonganyonga yandakamuka, ndikadya, ndikarara. Ndaisaona upenyu husina drama uye ndaiita sechamupupuri chekusagadzikana uye kusaita zvisarudzo. Zvandakawana mubasa rangu mukirasi yakarongeka ndezvekuti kufanotaura kwepurogiramu kwakandiunzira nyaradzo, pamwe chete nevadzidzi vangu. Ndakadzidza, kubva kune vandinoshanda navo uye nenyanzvi dzandakashanda pamwe chete, kuti zvakakosha kuita zvauri kuti uchaita, kana iwe uchiti uchazviita. Ndakatangawo kutenga chokwadi chokuti vanhu vanogona kubatsira vamwe vasingatarisiri kuwana chimwe chinhu. Mafungiro ese aya aive echienzi kwandiri asi akandisundidzira kune kutanga kwehupenyu hune hutano.

Ndichishanda mukirasi, ndakadzidza kuti miganhu inokosha, uye kurayira zvaunoda hausi udyire asi kunodiwa.

Vadzidzi vangu, vakanyanya uye vakabatana nemashiripiti, vakandidzidzisa kupfuura zvandaimbotarisira kuvadzidzisa. Nekuda kwenguva yangu mukirasi yakagadzirirwa kurongeka, kufanotaura, uye chokwadi, kubatana kwechokwadi ndakakwanisa kufamba pachangu munzira yekusagadzikana ndakananga kuchokwadi uye hutano. Ndine chikwereti chakanyanya cheunhu hwangu kune avo vasina kukwanisa kuratidza kudzika kwavo nenzira inonzwisisa nzanga yose. Iye zvino, vana vandakashanda navo vari kuchikoro chesekondari uye vari kuita zvinhu zvinoshamisa. Ndinotarisira kuti munhu wose anosangana navo anodzidza nzira yandakaita, kuti miganhu yakanaka, uye rusununguko runogona kuwanikwa chete munheyo yezvinofanotaurwa.