Kurangarira Kwepamuviri Nekurasikirwa Kwemucheche - Rwendo rweKuporesa kwaAmai Mumwe
TRIGGER WARNING: Kurasikirwa kwemwana uye kubva pamuviri.
Mwana wangu anotapira mukomana Ayden,
Ndinokusuwa.
Pandinogezesa sisi vako kana kumugadzirira kuenda kuchikoro.
ndinofunga nezvako.
Pandinoona mukomana zera raunenge wave ikozvino,
Ndinofungidzira kuti ungaratidzika sei.
Pandinopfuura matoyi muchitoro,
Hameno kuti ndedzipi dzaungafarira kutamba nadzo.
Pandinenge ndichifamba,
Ndinofungidzira uchitambanudza ruoko rwangu.
Ndingasaziva kuti sei hupenyu hwako hwaive hupfupi kudaro,
Asi ndinoziva nemoyo wangu wese kuti ndiwe uye uchagara uchidiwa.
Zvinhu zvakaipa zvinoitika kuvanhu vakanaka.
Unorangarira zuva rakaipisisa roupenyu hwako here? Yangu yaive Kukadzi 2, 2017. Zuva ratakaenda kune murume kana mukadzi rinoratidza ultrasound, uye panzvimbo pacho takanzwa kudengenyeka kwenyika: "Tine hurombo, hapana kurova kwemoyo." Ndokuzonyarara. Kukachidza, kupedza zvese, kupwanya kunyarara, kuchiteverwa nekuputsika kwakazara.
“Ndinofanira kunge ndaita chimwe chinhu chakaipa!
Chii chandaita kuti ndiwane?
Ndichaenderera mberi sei?!
Izvi zvinoreva here kuti handichakwanisi kuita vamwe vana?
Sei?!?!?"
Chiveve, kutsamwa, kuvhiringika, kusakwana, mhosva, kunyara, kuodzwa mwoyo - ndakazvinzwa zvese. Kunyange zvakadaro, ndinoonga kusvika pamwero wakaderera. Kuporeswa kubva kune chinhu chakadai rwendo rusingaperi. Kusuwa hakuna mutsara - imwe miniti iwe unonzwa zvakanaka, inotevera - iwe haugoneke nekurasikirwa.
Chakabatsira, kunyanya mumatanho ekutanga, kwaiva tsigiro yemhuri yedu yakanaka neshamwari, vamwe vavo vakamboora mwoyo zvakafanana. Kupinda, zvipo zvinofungwa, zviwanikwa pakusuwa, chikafu chemazuva mashoma ekutanga, kundiburitsa kuti ndifambe, uye nezvimwe zvakawanda. Kudururwa kworudo kwatakagamuchira chakanga chiri chikomborero chikuru. Ndakavawo neropafadzo yekuva nekuwana zvakanaka zvehutano hwepanyama uye hwepfungwa, uye sangano rakasimba rekutsigira kubasa. Vazhinji havadi…
Pasinei nerutsigiro rwangu runoshamisa, ndakawira mumusungo wekushorwa. Kubvisa pamuviri uye kurasikirwa kwevacheche kwakajairika, asi nyaya dzacho dzinowanzonzi “chisina kunaka” kana kuti dzinoderedzwa muhurukuro (“Zvakanaka kuti watova nemwana mumwe chete.”) Maererano ne World Health Organization, “inenge pamuviri mumwe pavana vanoguma nokupfupfudzika, kazhinji kacho mavhiki 28 asati asvika, uye vana mamiriyoni 2.6 vanoberekwa vakafa, hafu yavo inofa pakusununguka.”
Pakutanga, handina kunzwa ndakasununguka kutaura nezvazvo uye kutsvaka rubatsiro rwenyanzvi. Handisi ndega ndiri kunzwa nenzira iyi.
Tese tinogona kubata nekusuwa nenzira dzakasiyana. Hapana nyadzi pakuda rubatsiro. Tsvaga zvinokuitira iwe nemhuri yako. Tora nguva yekuchema uye usakurumidze kupora. Miniti imwe, awa imwe, zuva rimwe panguva.
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