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Mazuva ekutanga muhofisi itsva anogara achinetsa. Kazhinji, ndinomuka ndisati ndave ne- aranoid yangu yekuti ndicharara, ndononoka kusvika, uye ndoita kuti ndionekwe kwekutanga kunotyisa. Ini ndinopedza imwe nguva ndichitora chipfeko changu uye kugadzira bvudzi rangu, ndichitarisira kutaridzika zvakanyanya nyanzvi. Ipapo, ini ndinobuda mumba nekuseka nekukurumidza, kana paine mukana wekuti traffic isingaite yakaipa zuva iro. Kana ndavepo panongove manyawi emufaro, kunyora mapepa, vanhu vatsva, uye ruzivo rutsva.

Pandakatanga basa rangu kuColorado Access munaJune 2022, zvaive zvisina kudaro. Iyi yaive nguva yangu yekutanga kutanga chinzvimbo chitsva ndiri kure kure. Izvi zvaireva kuti pakanga pasina kunetseka kwekuenda, pasina marwadzo echipfeko, uye pasina-kukuziva-iwe nhaurirano dzakatenderedza hofisi cubicles kana mudzimba dzekutandarira. Iyi yakanga iri sumo yangu yokutanga kunyika itsva yebasa romuhofisi.

Denda parakavhara mahofisi kure nekure muchirimo cha2020, ini ndaive mumwe wekutanga munzvimbo yangu yebasa kuchinjirwa kubasa renguva pfupi. Panguva iyoyo ndaishanda kuchiteshi chenhau uye ndakanga ndisati ndambofunga kuti ndaizomboshanda pamba, nokuda kwechimiro chebasa racho. Taigona sei kubatanidza nhau dzepaTV pamba? Paizove pasina matumba ekudzora, pasina nzira yekukurumidza kutaurirana nezve nhau dzinobuda, uye pasina nzira yekuwana iyo-mumba vhidhiyo mavhidhiyo. Paive nekutaura nezvekuti iyi mhinduro yenguva pfupi yaizochinja sei zvese, zvachose. Sei, zvino sezvo isu tese takagadzirirwa kushanda kubva kudzimba dzedu, taigona here kudzokera kunoshanda muhofisi 100% yenguva? Asi kana chirimo cha2021 chatenderera, takadzoserwa kumadhesiki edu muchiteshi uye sarudzo yekushanda kure yakanga isisipo. Ndakafara kuona vandaishanda navo vandakanga ndaziva kwemakore anoda kusvika mashanu; Ndakanga ndavasuwa gore rakanga rapfuura. Asi ndakatanga kushuva nguva yakarasika yandakapedza kumuka mangwanani kuti ndigadzirire ndokugara mumota paI-25. Chokwadi, denda risati rasvika, ndakatora imwe nguva yakawedzerwa ndichienda uye kugadzirira sekupihwa. Handina kumbofunga kuti pane imwe nzira. Asi zvino, ndakafunga nezvemaawa iwayo uye mashandisirwo aakaitwa muna 2020. Nguva iyoyo yaimbove yekufambisa imbwa yangu, kukanda murwi wembatya, kana kutozorara zvishoma.

Saka, pandakaziva kuti nzvimbo yangu paColorado Access yaizova inenge iri kure chete, chido changu chekutanga chaiva chekufara! Maawa iwayo oupenyu hwangu mangwanani nemasikati akanga apedzerwa ndichifamba, akanga ava angu zvakare! Asi mibvunzo yakazopinda mumusoro mangu. Ndichakwanisa here kushandira pamwe nevandinoshanda navo nenzira imwe cheteyo kana ndisingavaoni mazuva ose uye ndisingambopedzi nguva ipi neipi inoyerwa navo pachangu? Ndichapenga here? Ndichakwanisa kuisa pfungwa zviri nyore ndiri kumba here?

Zuva rangu rokutanga rebasa rakasvika uye, zvinobvumwa, rakanga risiri zuva rako rokutanga retsika. Zvakatanga nekufona kubva kuIT. Ndakagara paroom yehofisi yangu nelaptop yangu yekubasa nekuti ndanga ndisati ndagadzira nzvimbo yangu itsva yebasa rekumba. Ipapo masikati angu akapedzerwa pamisangano yeMicrosoft Teams chaiyo uye ndakagara ndega mumba mangu ndichiongorora zvakasiyana-siyana zvelaptop yangu, ndisati ndananga kune imwe nyowani yekudzidzira yehire.

Pakutanga, zvakatishamisa zvishoma. Ndakanzwa kakudimburirwa. Asi ndakashamisika kuona kuti mumavhiki mashoma chete, ndakanzwa senge ndave kutanga kuumba hukama hwebasa, kutsvaga giroove yangu, uye kunzwa sechikamu chechikwata. Ndakaona kuti, neimwe nzira, ndaikwanisa kuisa pfungwa dzangu zvakanyanya kumba, nekuti ini ndinowanzo kuve rudzi rwemunhu anorova chats muhofisi kana mumwe munhu ari kushanda padivi pangu zuva rese. Ndakawanazve nguva iya yandakanga ndaita uye ndainzwa ndiri pamusoro pezvinhu ndiri pamba. Ndakagamuchira nyika itsva yokushanda pamba, uye ndaiida. Chokwadi, kudyidzana kwangu nevashandi biyangu vatsva kwakanga kwakasiyana zvishoma, asi vainzwa sezvakangoita uye zvine zvazvinoreva. Uye kuwana munhu nemubvunzo rakanga risiri basa rakaoma.

Basa rangu idzva rekugadzirisa ndiro bhora rakasiyana. Mhuri yangu iripo yakandikomberedza uye imbwa yangu inosvetukira pamakumbo angu kumisangano. Asi ndiri kunakidzwa nemararamiro matsva aya uye ndinoona kuti haana kusiyana nemararamiro ekare, sezvandaifunga. Ndichiri kukwanisa kutaura nevandinoshanda navo uye kuita majee, ndinogona kuramba ndiri chikamu chemisangano inobudirira, ndinogona kuramba ndichishanda nevamwe pazvinenge zvichidiwa, uye ndichiri kunzwa sechikamu chechimwe chinhu chikuru kupfuura ini. Saka, sezvo zhizha rinoswedera pedyo uye ndinonyora mumhepo yakachena yevheranda yangu yekumashure, ndinogona kungoratidza kuti kugadzirisa kwakanga kusina kuoma, uye kutya kwandakanga ndava nako kwakanyangarika. Uye ndinotenda nekuda kweiyi nzira itsva yekushanda.