Zuva reCancer World

Zvinoenderana neOxford duramazwi, tsananguro ye kupora is "kudzokera kune yakajairika mamiriro ehutano, pfungwa, kana simba."

Rwendo rwangu rwekenza rwakatanga musi waJuly 15, 2011. Murume wangu nemwanasikana wangu vakabata maoko angu, ndakateerera chiremba wangu paaiti, “Karen, ongororo dzako dzakaratidza kuti une kenza.” Ndakateerera ndikachema apo mhuri yangu yainyatsounganidza ruzivo rwese rwaidiwa pamatanho anotevera ekurapwa kwangu.

Mukutanga kwaNyamavhuvhu ndakaenda nekuvhiyiwa kwechibereko uko vanachiremba vaive vavimbisa kuti vangangotarisira kenza. Pakumuka kubva pakuvhiyiwa, chiremba akandikwazisa mukamuri rangu romuchipatara umo akagoverana mashoko anoparadzanya okuti gomarara rakawanikwa mumalymph nodes akawanda. Kubviswa kwemalymph nodes kungadai kwakakonzera kuti gomarara ripararire. Mushonga mumwe chete waivapo padanho rechina regomarara waiva chemotherapy (chemo) nemwaranzi. Mushure menguva yekupora kwemavhiki matanhatu, kurapwa kwangu kwakatanga. Nzendo dzemazuva ese kuenda kuradiation lab uye vhiki nevhiki chemo infusion, imwe yenguva dzakaomesesa dzehupenyu hwangu, zvakadaro pakanga paine positivity murwendo urwu. Kurapwa nemwaranzi mwaranzi kwakandisiya ndaneta, uye kemo yacho yakandiita kuti ndisanzwe zvakanaka kwemazuva mana kusvika mashanu pashure pokunge ndarapwa. Huremu hwakadonha ndichibva ndapera simba. Nguva yangu zhinji ndaiipedza ndichitsvaga tariro uye ndichinamata kuti ndiwaniswe nguva nevanhu vandinoda zvakanyanya, mhuri yangu. Mukati menguva yevhiki sere dzokurapwa kwangu, mwanasikana wangu akazivisa kuti akanga achitarisira muzukuru wedu wechipiri muna May. I couldn't believe kuti manzwiro angu aizochinja kubva mukufara kusvika pakupererwa kana ndofunga kuuya kwemuzukuru wangu. Yakanga iri nguva yechinjo yokupora kwangu. Ndakasarudza kuva nechokwadi kuti ndaizobata mudiki uyu mumaoko angu. Hondo yanga ichienderera! Imwe nguva yokufara yakatungamirira kune imwe, uye yakachinja maonero angu ose. Ndakanga ndatsidza kuti chirwere ichi hachina kuzondipedza. Ndaiva nevanhu vokusangana, nzvimbo dzokuenda, uye zvinhu zvokuita! Ndakasarudza kuva murwi akasimba kupfuura vamwe vose!

Mabatirwo acho akanga akaoma, asi ndakatsungirira. Musi waZvita 9, 2011, ndakatambira mashoko ekuti ndakanga ndisina kenza.. Musi waMay 28, 2012 muzukuru wangu Finn akaberekwa.

Kudzokera kune tsanangudzo yekupora. Hutano hwangu hwapora, muviri wangu wakasimba, asi pfungwa dzangu hadzina kuzombopora. Haisati yambodzokera kumamiriro ayo ekare, uye ndinovimba haizombofa yakadzoka. Ini zvino ndinotora nguva yekudzikamisa, kunakidzwa nekunaka kwenyika yakandipoteredza. Ndinokoshesa kuseka kwevazukuru vangu, nguva yokufambidzana nomurume wangu, nguva yandakapiwa nemhuri yangu, uye mufaro uri nyore woupenyu hwezuva nezuva. Uye ndine shamwari itsva yepamoyo, zita rake ndiFinn. Simba rangu harina kudzoka kusvika padanho raro rekutanga cancer. Ini zvino ndasimba kupfuura nakare kose, uye ndakagadzirira zvinouya munzira yangu. Zvinhu zvingave zvaiita sezvakaoma pamberi pehondo yangu yegomarara, zvino zvinoita sezviri nyore kugadzirisa. Kana ndikakwanisa kukunda cancer, ndinogona kuita chero chinhu. Hupenyu hwakanaka uye ndine rugare.

Zano rangu - usapotsa kuongororwa kwako kwegore chero chikonzero. Ivo vakanyanya kukosha kupfuura chero chinhu chingaedza kuvakanganisa.