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Isekwe (ngokukhululekileyo) kwiziganeko ezizizo…
Kukho umzuzu emva kwexesha lekwindla, xa uninzi lwamagqabi luwile emasebeni awo kwaye luxhomekeke ecaleni kwendlela okanye kumjelo wamanzi, kwenye indawo-ujongeka womile, uqweqwedisiwe, kwaye uyadika-xa usibona ukuba ukuwa kuvale ngokwenene umnyango ukanti elinye ihlobo. Kwaye ngokwamaxesha onyaka minyaka le, ngumzuzu wotshintsho… hayi ngenxa yento ethethwa yikhalenda okanye ngenxa yokuba umhlaba ujikeleza okanye ujikeleza ngendlela ethile, kodwa ngenxa yokuba intliziyo yakho iyazi ukuba zonke izicwangciso zentwasahlobo ngoku ziinkumbulo okanye ziphoswe ngenye indlela. Kwaye i-gutter ayiphantse ibe njenge-perch enkulu, yegqabi, njengesebe eliqingqiweyo lomthi womqhaphu.
Kukho umzuzu xa uhleli esihlalweni kwa-Sam oMnandi, kwaye ujonge iinwele ezisikiweyo eziwela ethangeni lakho kwaye uzive ngathi zezomnye umntu-kuba akukho ndlela intloko yakho ibambe ngayo imicu emininzi engwevu. Kwaye ngokwamaxesha obomi, ngumzuzwana wotshintsho… hayi ngenxa yenani lamakhandlela kwikhekhe okanye ukuba mangaphi amaqhina emhlabeni ojikeleze ilanga, kodwa ngenxa yokuba ulutsha ngoku lubonakalisa ngaphezu kwenyani, kwaye iinkumbulo ezininzi ezenziwe, mhlawumbi, kungenjalo ziphosiwe
Ke, bendihleli ebhentshini kude kufuphi namagqabi awileyo, isibhakabhaka esibhakabhakeni esijinga ezantsi ebandayo ngoNovemba, ndicinga ngenwele ezingwevu ethangeni lam kwasekuqaleni kwaloo ntsasa kunye nendlela engathathwanga ebomini bam, kanye, kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo. Ezo zihlala zilungile, iindlela ezingakhange zithathwe, kuba azikaze zibenethuba lokuba zingaphantsi-kwaye ukubonakaliswa kuhlala kuthandana ngakumbi kunokwenyani. Ayikuko ukuba ndaziva ndimdala ngalo mzuzu; kodwa ndandingasaziva mncinci. Kwenye indawo, i-equinox yobomi bam yayingenise ixesha elitsha; yaza impepho yasekwindla yatyhalela ebandeni esidleleni sam.
Ihlobo ukuwa lutshintsho oluchazayo kumaxesha ethu onyaka, kuba lungamdaka ngakumbi ngombono kunabanye. Akukho luhlu lugqityiweyo ehlotyeni; ubusika buhlala buza ngokukhawuleza kakhulu; Kwaye kufakwe phakathi iipelethi ezizukileyo kunye nemvelaphi eluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka emithini ngokuchasene neeveki ezimbalwa zesibhakabhaka sasemva kwemini. Emva koko amagqabi ayawa, isibhakabhaka siyehla, kwaye impepho-eyake yafudumeza ulusu-iye ilume ngakumbi kunokubiza. Ngumntu kuphela ukuziva unxunguphalo kumagqabi awileyo kwaye uzibuze ukuba ngoobani iinwele zabo eziwileyo ezingwevu ziinyawo zakho. Ngumntu kuphela onqwenela ixesha elingaphezulu ngokuchasene namaxesha onyaka. Ngalo mzuzu, ndaziva ngathi zininzi izinto endingasokuze ndizenze, kunezinto endinokuze ndizenze.
Emva koko kwenzeka into ephawulekayo. Imoto yagqitha ngeenyawo, kufutshane nendawo enqamlezileyo, kwaye njengoko yayisenza, amagqabi asemdaka abamba ukubamba kwayo. Bakhwaza njengabantwana kwi-roller coaster kwaye bakhwela umoya bephuma kwindledlana baya emoyeni, apho babamba khona impepho enkulu, eyabaphakamisela phezulu nangaphezulu, ngaphandle kwesitalato nangapha kophahla, ukuya kwindawo entsha , uhambo olwaluphezulu kwaye luxhokonxa. Kwaye ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ixesha labo belingekagqibi. Kwakunjalo, ngeendlela ezininzi, ukuqala nje; kunye neendawo ababenokuzibona kuphela kwisebe labo kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo zaba ziindawo nemizuzu ababebalekela kuyo. Umoya ovuthuzayo wawungasaziva ubanda kakhulu esidleleni sam; yagqabhuka ngamathuba, kwaye ndaphakanyiswa.
Kwaye nangona ndiqinisekile nge-98% ukuba yayiyiyo yonke ingcinga yam, ndiza kuyigcina njengenxalenye yememori yam, kunjalo. Ndithe ndisamile ukuba ndihambe, kwabe kukho enye imoto, enye into, kunye nelinye iqela lamagqabi likhululwe ngumoya. Baphakama badanisa bevuya bonwabile; kwaye xa elinye lokugqibela kweqela lafikelela phezulu kumoya oshushu, wema okomzuzwana-enqunyanyisiwe ngexesha nasendaweni-wajika, wandinika ukuwaqhwanyaza msinya ngoncumo… phambi kokukhwela impepho ukuya kwindawo ekude kuphela ixesha langaphambili ibingeyonto eyodlula isuntswana lesiphelo.
Amaxesha onyaka agwetyelwe. Sizalelwe ukukhwela umoya.