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Impilo yeentliziyo. Yizame.

By UDustin V

NguFebruwari! Xa amabhongo azimiseleyo wokuNgena kuNyaka oMtsha wokufumana iipakethi ezintandathu kunye nenqanaba lentliziyo lembaleki yembaleki ngokufuthi iyasifumana embhedeni sinembaleki emithandathu ebukele imbaleki kwiTV. NgoFebruwari yinyanga yezempilo yentliziyo, ke sukuma uvuke kwaye mhlawumbi uzame uhambo lokujikeleza ibloksi endaweni.

Ukuqala kwam lomjikelo wobomi bam, bendisandula ukufumana uthotho lweenguqu ezinkulu zobomi: indlu entsha, umsebenzi omtsha, umntwana omtsha osendleleni, uhlobo olutsha lomdaniso. Ngenye imini, ndaye ndaphelelwa ngumphefumlo emva kokunyuka inyuka ngezinyuko ngoko ke bendisazi ukuba mandenze into ethile okanye bendizokuphelisa umntu onqabileyo, oyimpandla onesifo sentliziyo ebhedini.

Into yayikukuvuka kancinci ngoMvulo kwaye ndijikeleze iblokhe ngaxeshanye. Ukuphefumla umoya omtsha nokufumana igazi lam ukuba lihamba nokuba incinci nje kuye kwandenza ndaziva ngcono. Sonke siyayazi ukuba intliziyo yakho yeyona misipha ibaluleke kakhulu onokusebenza kuyo. Intliziyo ephilayo ayiyi kukufumana emdaka. Ukuzivocavoca iCardio yenye yezona zicotha ukubona inkqubela ebonakalayo, kodwa kukwenza uzive ungcono kwaye kuneyona mpembelelo inkulu ebomini bakho. Ndenze umthambo rhoqo yobomi bam, ke ndiyazi indlela yokwenza. Ndidinga nje ukuqhubeka nokuqhubeka.

Ukwazi ukuba andingomntu wasekuseni, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiyenze yonke ingcinga yam ngokuhlwa kwangoko kunokuba ndiphelelwe ngamandla obuchopho ndigqibe ukungcungcutheka ndinje nge-zombie, ndikhangela iikawusi. Ndabeka sweats ndafaka izihlangu zam ngasemnyango ndinesitshixo sesihlangu esifanelekileyo. Andizukukhangela isitshixo; enyanisweni, andikwazanga ukukuphepha. Eso kuphela kwesitshixo sendlu yam kwaye ndiza kunxiba ezo zihlangu zomsebenzi. Eso sitshixo sesihlangu sasiyi (pun isilumkiso!) Isitshixo sendlela yangoku. Ndibeka umthambo ngendlela.

Ukuhamba kwakusasa yayilixesha lokuzibophelela endinokulihlawulela ngokulula kwaye kwakunzima ukuba ndicinge ngalo. Ntsasa nganye kangangeveki, ngaphambi kokuba nabani na avuke, ndenze into efanayo. Kwiveki elandelayo, ndongeze eminye imizuzu embalwa kunye nomgama omncinci kule ndlela. Intsapho yam yonke ayingobantu basekuseni, ngoku nangoku ndiyakwazi ukuchitha ezo yure zingafunekiyo ndisenza into endifuna ukuyenza ngaphandle kwamathuba amaninzi wokubaleka.

Andikhuthazeki ngokwaneleyo ukuba ndizinyanzele kusasa, ngoko kuthathe inyanga okanye ixesha elininzi ukuqala ukuhamba iiyadi ezimbalwa kulo lonke ixesha lokuhamba de ndaye ndaphelelwa ngumdla wokuba ukuhamba kuthatha ixesha elingakanani kwaye ngoku ndihamba nje ndibaleke. Ngokwenyani yaba yenye ingozi yethamsanqa. Ndiyathanda ukuxelela abantu ifilosofi yam yile, “Akukho ntlungu. Akukho ntlungu." Ukuphepha ukuqaqanjelwa yenye yezona ziphumo zibambekayo. Nokuba ubuchopho bethu buqala, sonke sizibophelele phantsi kweendawo zokuhlala zangaphambili, ziya kuthatha isigqibo malunga nokwenza into engxamisekileyo. Nangona kunjalo, yezobuchopho-ubuchopho obuya kukuma kwaye zikwenze ukuba uphakame ujikeleze ummelwane ngentsasa ebandayo xa umntu onengqiqo unokuhlala nje ebhedini efudumeleyo.

Ngengakhubekiyo bendikhubeka kwindlela ephindaphindekayo. Akuzange kufuneke ndicinge kakhulu, bendikhethe ixesha elingafuneki mntu kwenye yosapho lwam, kwaye akuzange konzakalise kancinci. Njengoko bendikwazi ukuzoba ngobunono ixesha elingakumbi ekuseni, ndongeza umgama omncinci ngakumbi okanye isantya esithe kratya. Ndongeze noqeqesho lokuqinisa amandla kwakhona, olukwikardio, ukuba awuphumli kakhulu. Ngokungalwenzi utshintsho olukhulu, ndakwazi ukuqhubela phambili kwaye ndiyazi kancinci. Ndiswelekile ngengqondo ekuseni, ke kutheni ungasebenzisi le nto ukuze ufumane inzuzo yam?

Ndibaleke amakhulu eemayile ndinyusa iitoni zobunzima. Andikhawulezi, kwaye andikho mikhulu. Iinjongo zam zokomelela komzimba zithobekile: yiba ngumntu onqabileyo, oyimpandla akwenzi ukuwa kwimpelaveki yokubuyela umva okanye ukonzakale ekuthwaleni ukhuko phezulu. Ndisabeka ukusebenza kwam kwindlela ebaluleke kakhulu. Ndizinikezele ngempahla yomsebenzi wosuku olulandelayo ngobusuku obuneminyaka esi-9 ubudala, ezantsi kwigumbi lokuhlambela elingaphantsi, apho kuya kufuneka nditshintshe kuyo yonke imitya yam yokuzivocavoca. Kukho amandla okwenyani kwi-mantra, "Eh. Sele ndilapha. ”

Kwiminyaka elishumi elinesihlanu emva kwam, intsasa yam ibandakanya iseti ende yamanyathelo endiwakhileyo kwisantya esiphantse senzeka. Ngokwenyani, umthambo ngenene yinxalenye yendlela yam yakusasa, ngoku. Yinto nje endiyenzayo kunye nokondla umhlambi wezilwanyana ezifuywayo, ukondla mna, ukosa isidumbu sam ndisinxibise esidlangalaleni. Iyandilahla xa ndingakwazi ukwenza zonke izithethe ngaphambi kokuba imisebenzi ephezulu kwengqondo ingene.

Ke, le ndiyithetha apha yile; ukuba ndingayenza le nto, ungayenza. Ndizenzele ithuba lokuzibhuqa ngentsasa ethile ngengozi, kodwa ungayenza ngabom. Ukuba ufumana ixesha elincinci ekungekho mntu ufuna ukulithathela kuwe, cwangcisa kwangaphambili kwaye ubeke indlela yakho yokusebenza ngendlela yakho, unokujonga emva kwiminyaka eli-15 kwaye uxelele ugqirha wakho ukuba wenze umthambo njengenxalenye yobomi bakho. Ewe ayisiyonto imbi ukubuza idoksi yakho ngoku ukuba kufanele ukuba uqale ngantoni.

Kungafuneka ndihlawulele ipakethi ezimbini kunye nesantya senhliziyo sembaleki ye-10K, kodwa ndiya kuqhubeka ndiqhuba. Ndinabo bonke ubomi bam bokusebenza kuyo. Ukusukela ngokuzola ndangena ekuthambeni kusasa ngelixa ndilala, yaba yinxalenye yobomi bam. Ngokunyaniseka, kukho kusasa endifikayo kwaye andikhumbuli kakuhle ukuba ndifike njani apha, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba ndondla umhlambi kwaye ndiyinyamekele intliziyo yam.